Going on 11 years post stroke now, still in a wheelchair, still talk like Elmer Fud (my joke, I'm okay with it, easy peeps). Pee myself now and then so overall health I say on a scale of 1 to 10, honestly I'm a 5. The wife, I know, like me, is also at her breaking point. I'm declining! I don't fucking blame her. Don't you judge her! I have the best life of any stroke survivor I know because of Rebecca. It feels like the universe brought me here. Maybe just maybe, it's all by spiritual design. I need a swift kick in the ass! It was for Rebecca, my love, that when God, during my near death experience gave me a choice to live or die and all I could think of is I never want to live without the most incredible person I have ever met in my life, my wife, my everything Rebecca. So are we here by design? Only time will tell. I truly believe that our dreams are about to come true! And by God, Rebecca deserves it. Sincerely, Aaron Avila Just a man trying to be better t...